Hello, I'm 25

Leading up to my birthday, I felt a lot of emotions - mostly negative. A lot has happened in the past year and I'll be the first to admit that most of it was more than I can handle. So, it meant a lot to me when my friends showed up and celebrated me with me.

Film photos coming, but here are some phone photos.

Pictured above: Bennett, Terrence, Harlie, Jennifer, Mishi, Isabella and myself. 

And of course, a few missing but deserving acknowledgement goes to Katy, Tamar and Chloe.

Room Update

The last boy I dated

He doesn't live in the City anymore. We met in August of last summer, and this was a picture I took of him on one of our first dates. I don't have many photos of him, but this is my favourite photo of him. I think this was also one of my favourite dates with him. We just sat in the park and talked and made out. It was very easy then. Very simple, very sweet.

I used to say and I guess I still do, "It was good until it wasn't."

He started to get busy with work. I started to get anxious and lonely and desperate. I think he liked me, I know I liked him. We never got into a big fight, but we kept telling each other we were unhappy. I haven't seen him in maybe three months now. We stopped talking for a month or two. He moved away and I didn't even know. I've since told him how I was upset. He asked if it was too late to say sorry. We still joke around. We still text each other occasionally. I tell him I still miss him, and he still teases me the way he used to. But now he lives in a different city and we barely functioned when he lived ten minutes away.

It was good until it wasn't, but I still miss him.

Pictured above: Richard, and the sunset we missed that day.